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I have neverMy heart fits perfectly against yours  the pieces interlock  and where we were lacking  we are now whole.   
Our bodies intertwine  
as though  we were carved  
by the same hand.   
Lips a soft glide  hands gripping effortlessly  breath moving in time  minds working  sometimes  as one.   
I have never loved  nor been loved  as greatly  as now. I have never
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tables turnedYou must be loving this  the tables turned  no longer the hunter  but the hunted  my heart the one aching  at your lack of devotion  unwillingness  to cut the ties  
and come to me  Simple revenge  for years of disappointment   
Or are you just scared  that I will once again  cut and run  once you've given in  I can tell you  if you hurt  
as I hurt now  then I am deserving  of such suffering tables turned
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until it is doneI know why you've done this  the spell melted away  the pain that blinded me  
and the truth came to the surface  It doesn't make it better  and it isn't a good excuse  (there is no good excuse for this)  heartbroken  and furious  you must've felt this  
horrible act  was your only option   
the biggest chink in my armor  one that is so obvious  and you trust the lance in  and with my defenses down  you threw the other weapons  you knew  this would burn me  the consequences be damned  none of it mattered anymore  did it  desperat until it is done
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Not all about meI secrete a pheromone  that triggers others' impulse  for betrayal   
Something about my face  makes their lips curl  and their hearts blacken   
The color of my eyes  perhaps the hope therein  says 'hurt me'   
The warmth of my hands  portrays the trust in my heart  that must be stepped on   
Its got to be something about me  that makes others act this way  I'm the only common denominator   
but then  according to you  its not all about me. Not all about me
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Sun Feb 8, 2009, 2:27 PM
One thing I worried about when I decided to get help for depression and bipolar disorder was that with medication I would no longer be myself. That the pills would take something away, and I would be something else. This was kind of true, and kind of not. I was still me, just less....sporadic.

But the biggest changed I noticed is that I didn't feel the need to write as much. My creativity seemed sucked out of me, and I couldn't write a poem to save my life. As you might have noticed, there's a large gap in times I submitted any kind of writing. If you were actually closer to my life, you'd realize the times I post are when things are bad.

I write as an outlet. And apparently I can only write when I'm depressed. I can easily understand why some of the greatest writers on earth killed themselves. How can you choose between your talent/outlet and health? You feel hollow on either side of that wall.

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  • Current Residence: Greensboro, NC
  • Interests: knitting, bowling, writing (when I can)
  • Favourite band or musician: Bayside, Deathcab for Cutie
  • Favourite poet or writer: ee cummings
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod
  • Favourite cartoon character: Brock from The Venture Brothers!

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=nephthis:iconnephthis: Jan 27, 2009, 12:12:46 AM
:heart: to my fellow Scorpion. Thanks for the love, dear heart.

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I am all that is left of the creature that was once me.
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=hotcooquita:iconhotcooquita: Dec 17, 2008, 5:54:10 AM
~Good girl-Bad Girl tagged me, so now I'm tagging 15 people. HEY, HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK!!
Send this to at least 15 people you love, including me if you care for me!

And if you get at least 10 back, you will recieve good news within 15 minutes!
~Let's see how many hearts you get! =]
All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.

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"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else". -Ralph Waldo Emerson
=schau:iconschau: Dec 16, 2008, 10:16:09 PM
you're welcome dear. do more posing please.

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=hotcooquita:iconhotcooquita: Oct 29, 2008, 6:06:11 AM
I misses you...I can't wait to see you on Saturday...did you want me to meet you at Dim Sum around noon? Hope you the rest of your work week isn't too brutal...

:rose:

:hug:

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"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else". -Ralph Waldo Emerson
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=hotcooquita:iconhotcooquita: Oct 18, 2008, 7:36:25 AM
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!

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3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

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10-& Up: you're a great friend

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"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else". -Ralph Waldo Emerson
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Mood: Excited =hotcooquita:iconhotcooquita: Sep 19, 2008, 4:40:08 AM
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"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else". -Ralph Waldo Emerson
Mood: Devious =hotcooquita:iconhotcooquita: Sep 10, 2008, 8:27:29 AM
Ty for the comments...you should check out some of my other poems...some are deviously angsty...

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"For everything you have missed, you have gained something else". -Ralph Waldo Emerson
~shuidezine:iconshuidezine: Sep 8, 2008, 5:21:14 PM
hehe thanks for the fave ^^
~JWJune:iconJWJune: Aug 1, 2008, 6:33:50 AM
thanks for the fav :)
~sliced-bread-rocket:iconsliced-bread-rocket: May 23, 2008, 11:41:11 PM
thanks so much for the fave! =)

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just keep swimming
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